وقتی‌ اخگرها خاکستر میشوند(p¹)

سلام به همگی🥹✨ مرسی که پست منو انتخاب کردی💖 اولین باره که دارم یه داستان (به زبان انگلیسی) مینویسم امیدوارم دوستش داشته باشین میدونم الان دارین با خودتون میگین، چرا داری توی سایت ایرانی داستان انگلیسی مینویسی؟ خب خلاصش کنم، چون خودم میخوام تمرین کنم🤐 ولی خب مطمئنم خیلی ها اینجا انگلیسی بلدن و احتمال میدم من اولین نفری نیستم که همچین کاری میکنه. خب دیگه بزن بریم زیاد دارم حرف میزنم👈

It was late at night around 12 AM. I couldn't sleep, which wasn't anything unusual. Good thing was mom was lying right next to me on the bed, reading my favourite poem "the spider and the fly". The story of a spider luring a fly into its web. I remember the first time i heard it at church with the other kids vividly, cause it made see the way thoughts work differently. Moral of the story was how we shouldn't be tricked by flattery and enticement, instead we must fallow the whispers of truth in our hearts. basically how the devil and god guide us when making decisions. Now whenever the subject was God, one question always came into my mind...

"Mommy, why does god treat many innocent people so badly?" Mom looked at me in surprise and asked with a bewildered tone: "What makes you say that sweetie?" "I'm just wondering because...there are a lot of people that did nothing wrong but they're still living in horrible situations. How does that happen?" She was visibly puzzled. her expression became thoughtful as she tried to come up with a response that was simple enough for my tiny brain to understand. She sighed and slowly ran her fingers through my hair.

"You know, no one really knows. Maybe they're not so innocent and are facing the consequences of their sins, or maybe he's trying to teach them a lesson." "Teach them a lesson?" "Kinda. something like a mother and her children. When I punish you, it's either because you made a mistake, or I'm trying to help you learn something. Like when I make you do your homework, or force you to take swimming lessons. I know it's difficult and you sometimes hate me for it, but you'll be thanking me later." She chuckled and left a small peck on my forhead. I buried myself in her warm embrace and closed my eyes. A place that belonged to me forever. No matter what happens, nothing can ever break us apart. She was mine, and she'll forever be mine.

I grabbed her arm and pulled her closer possessively. I couldn't understand why, but I was irritated. So irritated that I felt the need to break everything around me, including mom. Before i realised, i started to cry and tried to push mom away, But she wouldn't let go. As I pushed her harder and harder, I shouted: "You liar! You think you can fool me by sugar coating your terrible patenting? You're a spider! And i hate you!" She didn't do anything or say anything, but still kept me in her arms with a strength i never knew she had, and it terrified me. I did everything to break away. H_itting, pushing, scratching, biting...but despite everything I did, nothing seemed to help me escape the monster. I didn't want to give up, but I realised i had too. I had to accept the bitter truth that I can never scape. I could only cry away the rage and the desperation. And in that moment, I could hear her whispering:

"You'll soon become what you fear."